My parents have always been politically involved and at a tender age I became a campaigner myself. I remember working my first phone bank and hanging up yard signs for David Williams (a conservative candidate for Fort Worth sheriff). At his victory party-feeling like my contributions actually made a difference I was hooked. And later as a page for the Republican State convention I got to "work" the stage as (then Governor) Bush gave a speech-shaking my hand as he walked away and sending me with a message to the "pit" which apparently no one was supposed to know about. Ah it was electric, and breathing in that environment with people who wanted to change, and felt they could...marked me. I think it immeasurably better for one to have an opinion, even if in violet contrast to my own, rather than be jailed by the apathy that binds so many of "my generation".
This election is charged and interesting-I feel its shaping the future in many ways. However,as the Texas primary approaches March 5th I’m still in a quandary. Not to say I haven’t made up my mind...6 times in fact. I’ve marched my way like a Roman footmen through the list of candidates: Giuliani-- Huckabee--Obama--
Giuliani--McCain--Romney. Feeling at different points that I had found the candidate for me-only to discovery that my decision for various reasons didn’t sync. I don't know what I'll do in 1 month. I do know that when I make up my mind, I want to go apply myself whole-heartedly and whether I’m happy with the outcome or not, for the next four years I’ll know that I tried to make a difference working towards the "Change" that I felt was right. Thoughts anyone? Do you feel the same undecided anguish?